Worth it?
Was it really worth the wait? I ask myself that today as I clean, cook and decorate the tree in anticipation of the arrival of Jesus. I say it certainly was, even though I feel like I’ve been operating at full throttle the entire season of Advent.
This year I participated in more prayer groups than in years past – each with it’s own agenda for Advent. In addition to all that, I committed to writing a reflection here everyday. There were Monday afternoon and evening commitments, Wednesday mornings and evenings, Friday mornings and Sunday evenings.
Wait how?
I’d wake up every morning to pray, meditate and read Scripture. I’d start thinking about my reflection and some days I was inspired immediately. Other days I was preoccupied with other responsibilities and I didn’t get to write until later in the evening.
So this Advent, while I “waited” to decorate and focused my attention on the reason for the season, it felt like a whirlwind. But I wouldn’t change it for the world because my relationship with the Lord has grown so much deeper. My desire to devour Scripture seems insatiable.
miracles happen
Last year I waited until Christmas Eve to get a tree. Not the best idea, everyone was sold out. I initially had to settle for a Walmart special which left much to be desired and then………….a Christmas miracle – my husband found a beautiful tree on the side of the road near his job site. It was beautiful and when he got it home we realized it came with a star and an angel ornament. A gift and blessing from God? I would like to think so.
This year, we waited until December 22 to pick up a tree. They weren’t sold out but the pickings were slim for sure. So we got one of the smallest trees we’ve ever had, but what could we do, right?
I have to admit, I was a little disappointed at first. Then I remembered Mary and Joseph in Bethlehem – relegated to a cave to birth the Savior of the world. I wondered if they were disappointed or if they were simply joyful for the miracle about to unfold.
As I sat back on my couch and looked at the tree, I was reminded of the Holy Family. In that moment I realized the beauty of waiting. Every year is different and every year I’m open to the possibility that a miracle may happen. I let what’s happening happen.
So grateful
As I wrap up my daily reflections this Christmas Eve, I am so grateful for the past few weeks and how everything turned out. No control, no desire to control, just focused on Christ as my center, knowing He is with me. I know He will provide. So, was it really worth the wait? As tired as I am, I say heck yeah!
Thank you all for your prayers this Advent. I know it’s what kept me going because there were days I felt I was running on empty! I’m so grateful for your support. Wishing you a Christmas filled with the joy felt by Mary and Joseph at the birth of their newborn Son. God bless you!
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