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Fall in love!

Ash Wednesday

Fall in love! At the risk of sounding like Fr. Mike Schmitz (the Youtube “sensation”), MAN OH MAN! Today is Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent and I started my day reflecting on what the season means for me. Actually, it started yesterday when my friend asked me what I was “giving up.” In response I explained I preferred to focus more on building my relationship with God as opposed to just giving something up. I get it, giving something up indicates sacrifice.

Sacrifice

Sacrifice serves a purpose. Oftentimes, when we sacrifice we are thinking less of ourselves and more on someone else. In the same vein, our sacrifices during Lent serve to help us focus more on God and building a deeper relationship with Him. However, sacrifice comes in more forms than just denial. “What are you giving up?” is a common question when Lent is approaching. But it’s not the only question we could be asking. “What are you adding to your routine?”; “How will you draw closer to God this Lent and beyond?”

Several years ago, I got the sense that the whole purpose of the sacrifice during Lent was to change our ways long enough to develop a habit that goes well beyond the 40 days. It’s not just about the 40 days, it’s not just about running the marathon and resting afterward. It’s about working out and developing that muscle that’s going to serve us and give us strength well into the future.

An Intro to Love

So today, I began reading The Ascension Lenten Companion: A Personal Encounter with the Power of the Gospel. I’ve done this series for Advent and Lent the past few years and they are powerful! I want to share here what Fr. Mark Toups shares in his Introduction. It’s a quote from Joseph Whelan’s blog post “Fall in Love” at Ignatianspirituality.com. He writes: Nothing is more practical than finding God, than falling in Love in a quite absolute, final way. What you are in love with, what seizes your imagination, will affect everything. It will decide what will get you out of bed in the morning, what you do with your evenings, how you spend your weekends, what you read, whom you know, what breaks your heart, and what amazes you with joy and gratitude. Fall in Love, stay in love, and it will decide everything. Ponder that!

Who is He?

Here’s something else to ponder this day – Jesus’ question: Who do YOU say that I am? That’s what we were given to ponder in the Lenten Companion. Who do YOU say that I am? The more I thought about it, the more I realized I’m not “saying” much. I’m not saying much about who Jesus is to anyone I encounter because I just assume people already know who Jesus is. I assume! We all know what happens when we assume. So I realize now how important it is for me to share who Jesus is to ME. Who do I say that He is?

For me, Jesus is my brother, friend, teacher and indwelling Spirit. Yes He is Savior, Redeemer and so many other things. But as I continue to build a relationship with Him, He becomes more relatable. He’s not a being somewhere out there or up there anymore. He’s here, now!

It takes two

I recognize that all relationships are two way streets and my relationship with Jesus is no different. Just as He works to offer me all that’s good, true and beautiful, I hope to be able to offer him the best of myself as well.

So how does this two way street work? As my brother Jesus offers me unconditional love. As His sister, I too offer him my unconditional love. I love Him just as much when bad things happen as when good things happen. Jesus offers me unwavering support as a friend. As His friend, I put all my trust in Him. I always say Jesus came to Earth to teach us how life is done. As my teacher, He sets an example and I am his devoted student. I’m devoted to learning all He has to teach and I relish the journey. As an indwelling Spirit He’s always with me. As a temple of the Spirit I reciprocate His Presence by always being present and aware enough to shine His light everywhere I go – at least that’s my hope. I know with His grace it’s all possible.

Godspeed!

At the start of Lent this year, be mindful of the intention behind the sacrifice you choose. Will whatever you’re doing help you draw closer to God and are you hoping to continue it after Lent is over? Are you ready to fall deeper in love? Share your ideas and hopes with our community. God bless you and may your Lent be uncomfortable in a good way!

Powerful lessons from the trees!

Lessons from the trees are quite powerful! It’s been just one month since I promised myself I’d be more aware and present. As you would imagine, it’s an ongoing process and constant unfolding. Of course, I’ve faltered along the way but I’m remembering to be tender with myself. I’m acutely aware that every single moment is a new opportunity to course correct and start over and it’s okay.

This morning, after my prayer and meditation time, I decided to sit outside in my hot tub under the stars and relish the morning stillness. After a few moments, my eyes zoned in on the forest of trees before me. I was drawn in by their majesty. Each one so tall – symbols of life and strength. I thought about how still they were, all in their designated place, simply being what they were created to be, serving their purpose. On the surface they appear separate and individual but deep down they’re all connected by their roots.

One thought led to another and I began to think of humanity. I made the connection. We too are capable of being majestic. We too are meant to stand tall as symbols of life and strength – not in an arrogant way but in a way that shows our confidence and trust in the grace and mercy of God.

So my challenge for myself today is to continue working on presence but take it a step further and learn from the trees. In my presence, I will consider the following:

Do I take enough time to be still?

For me, being still is more than not working and curling up with a good book. It’s about taking time to sit in silence, with no distraction of thought or action. This is the time we get to hear God truly speak. This is the time we allow God to work in and through us. If you’ve never done it before, it is extremely uncomfortable and may even feel like a waste of time but nothing could be further from the truth.

What is my “designated place” at any given moment?

I want to see God everywhere and know that He is with me. I want to see Him at work in everything I do and everywhere I am. This is the only way to experience true joy and happiness in this life. What better way to do that than to recognize that He has placed me or at least led me to “this place” in my life. Wherever I am, whatever destination, whatever situation, I will consider an act of Divine Providence.

Am I’m being what God created me to be IN THE MOMENT?

God created us to be many things: to be loving, compassionate, kind – think gifts and fruit, as mentioned in the Bible. He created us to be good stewards and light and salt of the earth. I can go on and on. These are all things we have in common, not to be confused with our own unique gifts and talents. Each day we’re called to be one thing or another for the betterment of the world. I will consider where I’m being called each day.

Am I serving my purpose at any given moment?

When I used to think of what my purpose was, I always thought about what SPECTACULAR thing I was meant to do in this life. Today, as I wrote, it became clear to me that discernment is our purpose. Discernment is the culmination of all the work we put into the stillness, silence, presence and awareness. Purpose is not to be confused with role. For example: your “role” in life may be to be a mom but your purpose in life is to discern how you should act at any given moment. Our purpose is to be aware enough to see where God is leading and then use our unique gifts and talents to complete the task. Unique gifts and talents are not our purpose – they’re the means to an end. Our purpose is to figure out how, where and when to use our gifts and talents – that’s discernment!

How we’re all connected

Finally, I’m most excited to consider that no one in this world is separate from me. I believe this consideration has the power to transform me and make me a better human being. Like the trees WE ARE ALL CONNECTED! I’m connected to that person in my life who is difficult to love or that stranger I can so easily judge and even that person whose values seem in direct opposition to mine. WE ARE ALL CONNECTED, helping each other grow, nourishing, teaching and guiding. You’ve been placed in a person’s path for a reason and vice versa – be it a family member, friend or total stranger. It’s not a coincidence your paths have crossed. Consider why?

Powerful lessons from trees!

Everyone and everything belongs, is enough and worthy of love. God says so! Will you join me in this month’s challenge?! God bless you!

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