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Processing the journey

August 7, 2019 / MSFriend / 2 Comments

Processing the journey – what I’ve been doing for the past two months. I’ve been home almost two months now since my Camino journey and it’s taken me quite a bit of time to process it all and submit to my reality. I miss the adventure, the challenge and the awareness. I especially miss the lack of distraction. On the Camino, it was so easy for me to stay Christ centered – focused on God every step of the way. For me, it was all I had to make it through the day.

Each day presented new challenges for us. Whether it was the distance, the terrain, the weather, the food or lack thereof, each day was different and each day was difficult. Despite the difficulty we remained focused on the destination – each day a little closer to our goal. There was no worry about work or anything else that causes us stress or anxiety in our days. There was only the Camino and God!

Whenever I felt pain, exhaustion or discouragement, I found myself calling out to God for help. I prayed a lot and was willing to endure whatever the challenge of the day was for the intentions of those I carried in my heart.

Although many people make it the entire 478 miles to Santiago de Compostela, many do not. As a matter of fact, one of our companions did not make it to the end. While we all suffered with blisters, pain and exhaustion, the only difference between the two of us that completed the journey and the one that did not was our foundation – the foundation we call Christ, our strength, our rock our salvation!

A metaphor for life

My traveling companion and I realized on the journey that the Camino is a metaphor for life. You have your good days and bad days, ups and downs, but somehow, some way you’re able to persevere. We believe Christ is the reason. When you surrender all you have and all you are to Him, the results are amazing.

As I ponder the lessons learned (which I’ll post about separately) I’m inspired to apply them to my life as I journey on in my reality. While it’s true that I now have to make a conscious effort to remind myself of the lessons, I continue with the Camino mindset of placing Christ in the center of it all.

When I fret over work decisions now, I’m reminded of my days on the Camino when I fretted over my blisters and wondered how I would ever make it to Santiago. I prayed, I remembered Christ carrying the cross, His time in the garden of Gethsemane and His total surrender to His Father – Our Father!

When I am exhausted with responsibility or in physical or emotional pain, I’m reminded that this too shall pass and that I’m not alone. He is at my side. The intensity with which I felt His Presence on the Camino was not exclusive to that place, it’s available to me here and now. Focus is everything! It’s one of the things I learned. Pain intensifies when we focus on it. If we turn our attention to something other than pain, then suddenly the pain seems non-existent. Just the same, God’s Presence intensifies when we focus on it!

His grace

I learned many things on the Camino, but a few things I learned about myself : only by the grace of God am I faithful, am I strong – ONLY BY THE GRACE OF GOD! So, as I lay in bed this morning, a revelation: always remember and apply the Camino experience to your everyday life. While at work, call on God for courage and guidance; while at home call on God for patience and love; in the midst of turmoil, in sickness and in health, rely on your faith and surrender to God’s will. And just when you think you can’t endure, remember to beg for His grace. His grace is ENOUGH! God bless you!

P.S.: in the coming days and weeks I’ll be posting reflections on the lessons learned and things I was grateful for while away. Some new, some old – so I apologize in advance to those of you who followed my photo journal because you’ve read some of them already. Just try to view them with a new set of eyes! Peace!

I’ve been away for quite some time!

June 19, 2017 / MSFriend / 2 Comments

Candlelight procession at Lourdes!

I’ve been away for quite some time. I miss writing but I feel uninspired. This, despite the fact that I have so much to talk about and share. Since I last wrote, I have traveled to Lourdes, France. I’ve shared in so many wonderful, miraculous and spiritual experiences. I’ve met some great people along the way. Before I left on my trip I was distracted by all the prep and anxiety of the trip. I was most stressed about being away from home for 6 days. Upon my return, I was distracted by the fact that in a few weeks I would be undergoing major surgery.

It’s funny how routine life can get. It’s even funnier how comfortable we become with the routine. If there’s anything this trip to Lourdes has taught me, it’s to STEP OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE. By so doing, you allow yourself the opportunity to receive the many graces and blessings God has in store for you.

So let me start at the beginning: I was given the opportunity to go on an all expense paid trip to Lourdes, France to travel as a caregiver to one of my friends who was applying for the trip through the Knights of the Order of Malta. The Knights organize this pilgrimage every year and sponsor several sick/disabled people, along with their caregivers, to experience the beauty, spirituality and healing of Lourdes, France.

At first, I was conflicted about being chosen to be a caregiver. Although I have been there on several occasions to help my friend with medical issues , I didn’t feel I was her “caregiver” as I understood that word to mean. So I told her I wasn’t interested in applying. At her insistence, I submitted the application and several months later got word that we had been approved to participate in the pilgrimage. I have to admit, I wasn’t the least bit excited. My routine was being challenged. In addition to my routine, I had to break the news to my husband who suffers from PTSD since 9/11. Ughhhhh! As time went on and after I received my passport, God gave me the grace to accept the gift and blessing. I actually started getting excited about it.

I’ll share photos and experiences in future posts. For now I’d like to fast forward to a month after my return home. The experience was one that neither words nor photos can aptly express. The magnitude of the “domain”, the presence of God and the Blessed Mother around us, the sense of community with fellow pilgrims from other distant lands was mind blowing.

What truly touched my soul was the fact that despite the state of the world, I feared nothing, I worried about nothing, I focused on nothing else but the faith I love so much. That, my friends, is a gift I can never ever repay! As a result of my experience at Lourdes, I have returned to my routine with a deeper devotion to the Blessed Mother, with a desire to maintain the palpability of God’s presence around me every day and a thirst to continue on pilgrimage! This would have never happened had I let my fear take control. FEAR – FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL! It’s not from God – let it go!